I havent felt like my self in such a long time.
Life feels like its moving faster than I can run. I have this overwhelming sense of failure and I haven't even gotten started. I'm exhausted everyday without anything to show for it in the end. When i was younger, i pictured my self at 20 and I saw myself doing bigger & better things.
On myspace I found so many dif artists page and I grow green with envy. I hate my self for becoming those people who push the thing their so passionate for away for a more stable thing.
Its almost 3 am, I havent slept.
Insomnia is even harder when you stay up longer for such an unproductive life.
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